FT Chronicle

At first, I thought it was just an ordinary crush – just an appreciation of the outer beauty.

Everyday, I want to see you. I think of reasons to go to the place where you are. I tried to be close to you. I tried to be one of your friends, to talk and hang out with you sometime. And then, unexpectedly we became friends. I know from the very start that your objective was to be close to my friend. But it doesn’t matter to me anymore. Just as long as we’re together regardless of your intention, I don’t really care.

But things that I never meant to happen suddenly came. For the past few days, I’m trying to figure things out… Am I falling for you? I know this should not be happening. This is not right. I am falling for a person who will never be mine and who idolizes my friend very much.

I am falling for someone who will never fall for me. I am waiting for someone who will not come. And I love someone who loves some else. I am tired of waiting for you to appreciate me. I am tired of waiting that someday you’ll gonna give a glimpse at me.

They say that the hardest thing to do is say goodbye to someone you love.

I know that time will heal all wounds that you left inside my heart.